A Space to be Me

Posted: April 19, 2018 in cross dress

We’re all unique, yet we all walk similar paths and face similar obstacles on our journey of discovering just who we are and where we fit in this world.


Oh, yes, I remember that day vividly; in fact it is my earliest memory from my childhood. I remember it darkly. Sadly for it was that day that I discovered a reality about me that would haunt me until now, 57 years later.
Bright, sunny, end of October 1960. I was five then.  I was headed to a … https://www.crossdresserheaven.com/i-learned-something-that-halloween/

It had been 15 years. It was time. Time to indulge Lorie. Time to celebrate her. Time to welcome her home.

A Place to Feel

Posted: April 7, 2018 in cross dress

I realized that initially, Hope was all about the clothes and the process. But recently, as I’ve been exploring what my femininity means in me, it has become the magical wardrobe into the other side of myself, the timeless world beside my world that has been there all along.

For nearly 15 years I have been haunted by a quote from the book and movie, “A River Runs Through It”. Every time I consider the difficult path I am on in forging a new understanding with my partner I think of these words:
“Each one of us here today will at one time in our lives look … https://www.crossdresserheaven.com/we-can-love-completely-without-complete-understanding/

Reborn after retirement

Posted: April 1, 2018 in cross dress

Having kept Rebecca a secret for so many years, when I retired last October I knew that it was time to give her freedom. I began by visiting Manchester in the north of England for a few days. I took more female items (clothes, makeup and shoes) than male. I was still rather secretive for most of… https://www.crossdresserheaven.com/reborn-after-retirement/

Unlocking the Keystone

Posted: March 29, 2018 in cross dress

Cynthia relates her experiences before and during Keystone, and in getting together with fellow travelers on a journey we all share.